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| Monday, July 31st, 2006 | | 8:39 pm |
Guys sadly enough I may be leaving you all very soon. My life has completely fallen apart. I cannot afford to move in with my friends. Therefore I cannot afford to be near my girlfriend. So basically what it comes down to is this: I have to move in with either of my parents. Both are equally horrid options. The first half of my life, my father beat me. The second half my mother shunned me as one of her own. So which option to i go with? Getting into fights with dear ol' dad, or being completely ignored by my mother? Either way I have to comepletely get rid of the one person I know that loves me. I was going to ask this girl to marry me in under a year. And what you may ask is all of this for... School...a crappy education to get a slightly better job. For the second time in my life, I am truly crying out of complete and utter despair, with no remote idea of what to do. I fell lost, and utterly hopeless. | | Saturday, July 29th, 2006 | | 12:40 am |
Life...
So lifes been pretty bass ackwards lately, our moving date is August 15th, i start school on the 27th of september. I have a loving girlfriend, a shitty car, and just got a dog today, her name is Trixie. Shes a gorgeous lil pup. Shes only 10 months old now. So yeah working on getting a job because i need cash for the apartment, or if anyone wants to loan me a gun and one shell, ill bring it back to you....I promise. LATER BITCHES | | Wednesday, May 17th, 2006 | | 2:44 am |
I wonder,
How can something you read hurt so much? | | Thursday, March 16th, 2006 | | 4:22 pm |
Dropping
Yep....im dropping out on monday just thought you may like to know | | Thursday, February 23rd, 2006 | | 12:58 pm |
sick
Having bronchitis sucks.... Current Mood:  sick | | Saturday, February 18th, 2006 | | 10:57 pm |
Beautiful...
DISTURBED CONCERT....I wont tell you much, but it was MArdi Gras and i have never seen so many underaged 15-17 yr old tits in my life, and that many fake ones all in the same place. It was fucking amazing. Sadly enough no i didnt hook up with any of the hot girls there....poor justin.....i know. | | Sunday, February 5th, 2006 | | 7:45 pm |
The most amazing weekend of my life!!!
The most amazing weekend of my life!!! So this has been the best weekend I have ever had! Friday, I hung out with Chris and his g/f and her friend Caitlyn, let me tell you, this girls body was amazing, her hips, and those pj pants man, fucking amazing! Plus, and this is the best part, girl was smart as hell I mean my god, she is just a level below me in intelligence...which lately that has been hard to find. So moving throughout the night, I gave Chris a flaming Dr. Pepper since he had never had one, and just the one put his ass down!!! It was fucking hilarious. So Sat. Morning rolls around, i take chris to work and the girls back to Caitlyns house at about 10 AM. I slept until i had to pick up chris from work, then came back to my house until everyone left and I played WOW until like 5AM. Slept til about 11ish, got lunch at Zaxby's and chilled out for a bit. Around 330 I went and picked up Cameron and we went to Fado' Irish Pub, for the Tucker Max book signing, it was so fucking much fun. I got my book signed, by god himself today, I swear that man is amazing, oh but before that yeah Cam locked my keys in my car, so i called the locksmith and got them out FOR FREE!!!! Sweet. Right as I was getting my keys out Tucker came over and asked what was up, I asked him when the books were gonna be signed, and he said and i quote, "I'm doing it right now, I just had to go out to the RV to go fuck this girl." AMAZING, and there from behind him is walking up this girl....who's hair just screams sex! So we go back in there got our books signed and came home, and now i sit here telling you all of this, I am so happy, and content right now that I feel as if nothing could bother me for the rest of this week. So in closing I will tell you what my book says, Justin- Fat girls give the best head, it's because they are always hungry. -TMAX Current Mood: accomplished | | Saturday, January 21st, 2006 | | 12:48 pm |
b-day plans
For all of you who would like to attend we are trying to go to a concert for my bday, at Ritmo in Norcross next to the bally total fitness, on Jimmy Carter and P-tree industrial. Its $10 for under 21 and 5 for 21 and over, it is an all ages show and it is all local metal bands, but especiall one of my favorites, Dark Asylum, this is going to be an awesome show its Sunday the 22nd at around 7pm, so please let me know who wants to come or wants to but may need a ride or anything like that. If you need the address, just go to Dark Asylum's myspace and get it. | | Friday, January 13th, 2006 | | 9:36 am |
| | Thursday, December 29th, 2005 | | 11:53 pm |
random thoughts...
So I just got done looking at pictures, of my ex, and her husband. All I am left to wonder is where did I go wrong? When I was with her, I swear it was the first and only time my life has ever truly gone right.The majority of that 2 yrs was amazing. I had a girl that would have given her life for me, that loved me with all of her heart, and then did the worst thing imaginable. It just seems all like a dream, and then i look at the scars on my body and feel the scars in my emotion, and know that it was real. So know I wonder where I am currently going wrong...I mean my god, I had it but then lost it, and it seems since my nervous breakdown about a year and a half ago(when she left me.) That everything has been a dismal and lonely battle to get myself back to being who i once was. So saying that it brings up another point. I am a happy person, but no one will see it. I will start excersising but no one will care. I will die slowly more so every day, but no one will notice. If i become who i once was, the no shit-taking, cold-hearted person, I may have a better chance of surviving throughout college, but with her, she saw through my outer shell, she saw who i really was, and i seem almost surrounded by people who are blind to everything about me except the fact that i can be evil. The greatest things about her, smart, beautiful beyond anything imaginable, had MY sense of humor, was also a non-shit-taker, and more than I would care to list. So what do I do, become that person once again,(the option i am leaning more towards.), or try to be more kind and open? Since everything happened, I have felt more lost, alone, and in general just low. I constantly look for love i suppose just way to hard, I always come off so desparate. God, this is sad. I just reread all of this, and wonder...where the fuck did I go wrong? Current Mood:  crappy | | Saturday, December 17th, 2005 | | 5:33 pm |
Rest in Peace
My great-grandmother died at 423AM on December 17th 2005 at the ripe age of 86. She was a good woman, with an Irish fire still left in her. I think it was funny how just 2 weeks ago she asked my grandmother and I to go pick her up some Killians Irish Red. The great memories will never cease and we will miss her dearly. Rest in peace Rhoda. | | Tuesday, December 13th, 2005 | | 5:14 pm |
 Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
Last week I got in line at the supermarket at the same time as someone else and I didn't yield (-8 points). In March I gave change to a homeless guy (19 points). Last Saturday I ate my brussel sprouts (1 points). In September I gave ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) poopninja a wet willie, then I took it back (-5 points). Last Monday I gave onyx_minerva a kidney (1000 points).
Overall, I've been nice (1007 points). For Christmas I deserve a pony!
Sincerely,
tanekdrachonae |
| | Thursday, December 1st, 2005 | | 9:46 pm |
teh propecy...
So beat indigo prophecy, got all the bonuses...now i need the actually euro version called farenheit....only for the nudity heh. By far one of the best games i have ever played. | | Tuesday, November 8th, 2005 | | 6:07 pm |
stupid fucks
Gotta love a SCENE kid... fuck I snatched this from *Kisses and Coedine, because it was funny as hell! For all the silly poseurs. ^_^ How to be Scene: First and foremost, your AIM screen name should be some rad song title and/or lyric. Remember, the more x's you have in it, the more scene you are. Next, go buy yourself some girl's jeans. Face it, the tighter your jeans are, the more scene you will be, and the more the hardcore kids will hate you for it. Try on a pair of jeans and find that you're a perfect woman's 2? Buy a woman's 0 and suck it in. After you buy your jeans, go straight to Hot Topic and buy every single band shirt they have. Even if you've never listened to the band, or worse, never head of them either. [Being scene, you're supposed to know every single band in the scene. Duh.] If people ask you about them, just say you like the "old stuff" and no one will ever know that you actually hate Norma Jean. Never buy anything larger than a Youth Medium. Ever. Dont forget to pick up a white leather belt on your way out! So, now you're dressed pretty scene, but how's your hair? Is it dyed black? Maybe with some bleach-blonde streaks? Do your bangs cover one of your eyes? If you answered no to any of these, shut up, grab a pair of scissors, and chop away. Never go and get your hair done, ALWAYS do it yourself. Good job. Now your hair is the sex. But, your look wont get you anywhere if you dont know how to dance. And by dance, I mean beat the crap out of people. First of all, you need to make sure you claim your space in the pit. As the band starts, push everyone back and scream something obscene. Then you need to start to pace the pit just so everyone knows that you can move in your pants. Pacing the pit involves doing a half walk-half skip across the room, while looking downwards and shaking your head. But dont mess up your hair. Then, when the time is right [trust me, you'll know when] throw your arm back and hopefully, you'll hit someone in the face. 5 scene points if his nose bleeds. Begin two-stepping. If you dont know how to two-step, you might as well leave and go practice in your living room in front of a mirror until you get it. Add some sweet floor-punches and a couple spin-kicks into the crowd, and you're set. Notice how I didnt mention the windmill. It's because that everyone knows that everyone is able to do the windmill. Too bad. Now for the pile up! As everyone runs up to the stage, make sure you go last so you can be that cool kid on top of the pile. If you dont know the words to the song, fake it, and hope that its just screaming. Your job is done. Stand in the middle of the floor, with your arms crossed and survey the scene. Good job, scene. Good job. So you're offically labeled an bunshole now that you've given a couple of people black eyes. That's ok, that's the point. Now that you're back home, go straight for your computer and immediately check your myspace. Get really pissed off when you dont have any friend requests, and get even more pissed off when no one has left you a comment in the 6 hours you werent home. Figure its because you havent updated your pictures in a couple of weeks and go take some more. Take about 80, but use the 2 most flattering ones. Remember, the more skin you show, or if you're sitting on the toilet, the more comments you will get. Go outside and have a cig break and redraw the black X's on your hands. Afterall, you ARE straightedge. Everyone KNOWS cigs dont count! Look up at the stars, sigh, and thank god that you're not emo. Even though you really are. ---------------------------------------- ----------------- The Typical Scene Boy: Hi my name is Stupid m'kaying Poser. I'm really insecure so I'm gonna dye my hair black and grow it long so it covers my face because I'm so m'kaying ugly that no one would like me if it wasn't hidden. And I love following the crowd so I buy girl jeans that don't fit my disgusting body and my small is pressed tight against the zipper for all the 14 year old girls to see. God I’m SO SPECIAL AND UNIQUE. My best friend is my flat iron and pomade. I don’t eat carbs but I like The Faint and underage drinking. My favorite activity is shopping for Converse and trying not to let my pretend girlfriend know that I’m a m'kaying . And every time I go to clubs I have to be REALLY wasted and completely drunk because I secretly have NO personality and all my friends really HATE ME because all I ever do it make out with random ugly kids who are really 15 but somehow got into the club.. and of course I make out with boys that look EXACTLY like me because its cool to pretend I’m something I’m not. When I go to Club 82, I pay $8 to sit outside of a patio and smoke other people’s cigarettes and talk poo about everyone that has their back turned to me. When I finally decide to dance to all those lame 80’s songs, I try to dance but really I'm just having a m'kaying seizure to look cool, even though it never works. I swing my arms in the air and shuffle my feet like I have m'kaying Parkinson’s.. and I always pick the dumbest sluttiest girl to grind my crotch against. HEHE. Sound familiar? Yeah kill yourself before someone else does. ... The Typical Scene Girl: Hey everyone, is my hair dyed 5 different colors and cut at different angles? Are you sure my neon plastic earrings match my high heels and bra straps because I would CRY if I didn’t fit in with every other whore I know. Should we only talk about boys and clothes and stuff? LIKE OMG ok. I like vertical stripes and pony tails. I love leg warmers and anything asymmetrical. I wear shirts with only one sleeve and poke-dot mini skirts so you can see my vagina when I try and dance to the Cure. Sometimes I’ll dye my hair one bright color in front or in the back so you notice me more but really I’m just trying to look cool so everyone stares and points. Oh wait it doesn't work because I’m just a stupid with no style. *twirls hair* And when I date guys or make out with them: they HAVE to wear eyeliner and tight t-shirts. They HAVE to have more then 1000 friends on My Space and drive a car past the year 2000 because that’s all that matters. No one cares about feelings, just m'kay me in my plastic bunshole and tell me how cute I am when my lipstick rubs off on your penis. *pops gum* I live in Orange County and I’m still in high school but somehow I got a fake ID so I’m SO awesome!! My favorite hang out is Club Bang where I can dance in front of all my internet friends and show how dumb I am. I’m better then everyone else because I know the lyrics to EVERY retarded song played and I can even shake it like one of those trolls in a Lil’ Jon music video. But whatever, I’ll just show my tits and everyone will be ok. Sound familiar? Yeah I should piss on your face next time any of you get near me. | | Thursday, November 3rd, 2005 | | 10:25 pm |
| | Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005 | | 8:53 pm |
| | Saturday, October 15th, 2005 | | 3:08 am |
happy
Suddenly I have a new appreciation for life. Not but an hour ago I sat in my schools back parking lot with a 12 gauge to my head loaded with 4 2 3/4" Slugs, then all i could think about is the one girl i love and how much she effing means to me. Even though the feeling isnt exactly fully shared at this moment like it was a few days ago i have a feeling everything will all work out between herself and I. Current Mood:  hopefulCurrent Music: Blindside-About a Burning Fire | | Sunday, September 18th, 2005 | | 9:37 pm |
Realizations
So writing this after eating 2 pounds of my depression candy (Reeses), I realize that all I do is everything to push the people i care about away. My life is so....non-existent. I sit around doing nothing but homework, computer and sleep. I have possible ruined the best thing that has ever come into my life. With one moment and a letter I have taken away everything I have ever wanted. All of this is so useless, i am not doing anything with my life. I thought that maybe this time i could've tried and turned my life around, find love, get back into shape, finish school. But no, it just seems so horribly pointless. Oh well back to sunday night cartoons and the rest of my 2 2-litre strawberry sodas. Hooray for SUGAR.....and depression. I just wish i could fix it all and be happy for once, but i just realize i am one of those people that is destined to be alone. Current Mood:  blank | | 1:05 am |
H/C buncha jackasses
homecoming....did nothing to serve but PISS ME THE FUCK OFF!!! Not that anyone cares... Current Mood:  pissed off | | Saturday, August 27th, 2005 | | 6:09 am |
NEW CAR
So I get my new car on Monday, AWESOME!!! 1996 Nissan Maxima, rides beautifully has a BOSE sound system with a pioneer head unit!!!! SWEETNESS and this fucker FLIES......Yeah the dealer let me open it up on the highway....oh i needed a towel and a bucket.....and its black hehe YAY |
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